the emptyness

i have a good life. i have friends, i have things i have my faith and i have a good family, though my parents are divorced and both remarried and my dad lives in Melbourne and i only see him a few times a year, i have by basic standards a good life. i like my life it is interesting and full of laughter and good experiences. despite all this i still feel that there is a gaping whole in me and like space it is big, really really big. i crave intimacy, i crave someone i can share everything with i crave someone to fill the gap in my life this for me is my quest it is the thing that i want most and the thing i will pursue. however until such a time as the gap is filled i have my cat.